rubygrapefruit-

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 11:19:25 GMT

but seriously, says:
ohhh, went out! ehh you ,aishah & amirah bully me again right! in the toilet. now,i know, you guys threw wet tissue right but i never see anything at all leh!!!
The prettiest romance says:
huh? really?
The prettiest romance says:
why do u think its wet tissue?
but seriously, says:
yeah!! coz you all wont throw dry tissue right? haha
The prettiest romance says:
errr.yeah?
but seriously, says:
but i never even see it inside! it never even came inside !! did u see it go in the cubicle when you guys threw?
The prettiest romance says:
okay lah, we throw it. i tellyou what happened okayy
but seriously, says:
haha,okay! tell now.
The prettiest romance says:
at first i took the tissue paper to clean my hands.
The prettiest romance says:
then u went in the cubicle(?)
but seriously, says:
yeah!
The prettiest romance says:
&aishah was like "eh,take the tissue"
The prettiest romance says:
then i throw it.
The prettiest romance says:
HAHHAAHHA !
but seriously, says:
dry or wet?
The prettiest romance says:
but u didnt realise?
The prettiest romance says:
it was partially wet
but seriously, says:
noooo, it didnt even land in my cubicle!
The prettiest romance says:
huh>
The prettiest romance says:
then at where/
but seriously, says:
coz if it got in,i would 100 percent saw it right
but seriously, says:
DONT KNOW!!
The prettiest romance says:
yah,true!
but seriously, says:
thats why
The prettiest romance says:
gosh.
The prettiest romance says:
that why i said, it was invisbe!
The prettiest romance says:
rmb?
but seriously, says:
ehh ehh. i think the toilet haunted lol.
but seriously, says:
yeah!
The prettiest romance says:
huh?
The prettiest romance says:
nooo lah.
The prettiest romance says:
dont be crazy,AMRITA KAUR (:
but seriously, says:
lol. then how come i never see at alll !
The prettiest romance says:
thats strange.
The prettiest romance says:
maybe its on the wall?
but seriously, says:
haha,maybe lah
The prettiest romance says:
yeah well.

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:36:12 GMT

so school's started
& im beginning to feel THE stress.
holiday hw,im stuck!

night at the museum is so funny !
haha,me & sharifah's like MY DUM DUM WANTS TO SPEAK!
heh,

i cant really remember what im supposed to write
in here coz i havent posted for days since school opened.

guys,they're so irresponsible & so reckless;

i want a girl,
no,i need a girl.
i wanna be a lesbian,
just like you.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 06:01:45 GMT

new year.
sad?
anyways,

wow,i received 32 messages this morning
most of which were happy new years.
haha.
how did i manage thru the night with all
the vibes from my phone man.

woke up 1130 this morning,
cried,someone made me cry.

later is going out
& im happy that theres chinese picture at 530
& 900 to entertain me.

bt i think i'll miss the 530 one.

school's starting on wednesday
:)(

thats all.

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 07:21:47 GMT

yess Amrita =). i`m happie i can count on you too! =) says:
HEHE MY NICK
yess Amrita =). i`m happie i can count on you too! =) says:
anyways my dear i gtg now
yess Amrita =). i`m happie i can count on you too! =) says:
will talk ot you later aight
yess Amrita =). i`m happie i can count on you too! =) says:
love you bye

LOOOOOOK AT HER NICK (:
i love my janet! <3!

PerfectLadyy*Bitchwax

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 06:40:54 GMT

spoke to Janet online & i realised smth.

you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
ouh what she said?
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
that shes not bothered in your everyday duties, then she said smth happened between you two, and you know that simran problem last time, she apologised & stuff .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
err ok. well. she thinks i backstabbed her. so as far as she has told e. we are fine and all that. we still call each other and talk and all that
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
i didnt know she has been telling people such stuff about me
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
oh okay, dont let this small things affect your friendship lah alright .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
no la. i dont want to be her friend anymore la.
it`s like she assumed that i backstabbed her and she's been telling so many people bad stuff about me.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
haiya. nvm la.
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
maybeeee its all a misunderstanding ! & both of y'all are being gundus !
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
haha she`ll never understand that. shes unreasonable. she always believes she's right
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
heh,alright-
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
wahah ! finally, hope you like the song .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
hehe thanks!!
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
haha, our pms, we both know that whoever wont be there .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
Yea. Life just sucks.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
im crying now. and i know that if i were to call that someone... he wont be there for me. cuz he's too busy with his friends
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
ehhh. dont like that laa.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
haiya
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
amrit? your close to her right? share with her and you'll feel better.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
im close to her. but she's so young. she cant help me
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
you've got so manny friends! dont cry lah okay !
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
ok
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
i dont want this one- i want this one-
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
i know your gonna fake it . but cheer up okay !
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
ok
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
haiya.
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
lets cut our wrists like cheap coupons & say that death was on sale today . nice right
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
hehe yes i read it before
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
haha,okay
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
why is life so fucked up
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
why are the people we love the most never there for us when we feel like dying
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
same here . life.. is simply not made easy..
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
we cry and we die a thousand deaths every night when we think of them. Yet they never find out anything. they never offer to share our sorrows.. There just simply are never there
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
haiz. & we love them,we love them so much.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
yea . we would give anything for them. Anything. We put them abover everyone and everything.
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
and they...
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
they just never realise it. never appreciate it. Will they ever feel something?
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
its meant to be hell for us, amrit . they dont appreciate it, your right . they dont know what we're going through .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
Yes. is there really no way to make them see anything?
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
nehh . they'll never see our pain. but i hope they do,one day.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
yea i really really hope they do..
week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
we'll hold on to this hope.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
which deep down we know is a lie =)
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
sigh.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
Because we know, they will never change for us.
They will keep pretending to love us ALOT.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
And we know something that hurts alot;
We are not of same importance, same priority to them. As they are to us.
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
yeah, exactly, do they know our hurt ? no.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
Sigh. They will never realise. And we have to live with this hurt.
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
it really hurts like fuck when you think about it. & you know these tears we cry for them, they'll never know .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
YEAAHH!!!
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
we`re wasting our water bill!
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
by drinking water and crying everynight
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
haha,yeah . we have nth lah.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
yea. we have nothing.. sigh.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
nevermind. im sure one day we will give up.
We are strong girls, we can definitely wait for long time.
But even the strongest will give up someday.. So we shall just have to wait for that one day. When we realise they`re not worth it.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
And perhaps that day.. they might, even for one millisecond, feel our loss.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
they might for one little moment feel that something`s missing from their lives.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
and then. that day. for that moment. they will feel the same way we did Everyday.
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
your efffing right !
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
hehe !
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
for now, let us just live in their shadows . sighh.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
yea and just let us be un-noticed. but we shall still put on our fake smiles. With our fake hopes. And we shall live on. Until That Day
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
yeahh . anyways,no one,nothing will change for us
ou bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
Yes
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
& beside who cares if we decieve ourselves with these hopes & smiles ?.
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
no one
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
yeah.....
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
sigh
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
just live each moment as it comes, each day as the next arrives . just live our life by each second deceiving ourselves. no one will really bother .
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
Yea, just live our lives the way we have been living it
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
yeap !
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
(:!
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
(:
you bleed just to know you`re alive. says:
This is the nicest conversation we have had by far
1 week, 6 relationships, what is love . says:
haha,yes .

seasons come & go .
this season of hurt is here to stay.

(never say goodbye)

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 14:25:29 GMT

today was nowhere.
coz it hurts.

but tomoro's clubbing night with family(:
yayyie. night outt,midnight out.

morning & afternoon home for tomoro.

saturday's gonna be funn,
sleepover with ezryyn at praveen's home(:

wednesday's school opening.
this wed.
fast? nahh.

thats all-

OH VIVO(:

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 12:10:33 GMT

vivo city is a bit too big lah.
went there specially to see PetSafari(:
haha. damn, the dogs/puppies are fucknn cute man!
theres fluffy's breed;shetland sheepdog!(:
and oh my god, they're so cute.
i wished i wasnt such an obsessed pet-lover.

spent about half an hour in there.
ROCKED (:
then macdonalds.

then mrt to Bugis.
bought a wallet from the wallet shop.
wah,i like it.
then stuff.

reached home just in time for chinese picture.

i hate you okay
i cried & cried last night.
i needed someone,
i thought of messaging her
but i remembered some stuff
& decided,to fuck care.
i was alone.

do you ever think of me ?

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 09:32:25 GMT

i lied on my bed the whole day today.
now,just got up to use the com.
abdomen painn :(

bt i better be alright tmrw.
coz tmrw's going out with you.
movie;charlotte's web or night at the museum?
(:

english hw left to completion.
thats all.

~~im facing you but im walking backwards away from you~~

for the two previous posts,
ive been writing this line;
i need someone.
i'll write in again here now,
i need someone.

yeah,come back

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 14:06:06 GMT

a hopeful conversation ;

___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3>

hi amrita!

CARCRASHLOVE says:
how are you!
CARCRASHLOVE says:
merry xmas in advance (:
___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: happy festive season to you CARCRASHLOVE says: whos this,this is nt aishah ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: this aishah or you are not amrita...why ? CARCRASHLOVE says: you got type like that meh?! ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: like what? like this? CARCRASHLOVE says: yeah! ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: huh please explain laa....................... CARCRASHLOVE says: ya,this is how u type CARCRASHLOVE says: nt like that! ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: so much for explaining huh........ CARCRASHLOVE says: lol,nvm.how are you!! CARCRASHLOVE says: i missed you! ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: hahahaha urm perfectly fine never felth better...you are missed too CARCRASHLOVE says: urm? sure or not? CARCRASHLOVE says: i never know you yesterday. i know u years back CARCRASHLOVE says: dont lie okay. ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: lie about what? CARCRASHLOVE says: how your feeeeeling! ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: haha CARCRASHLOVE says: see CARCRASHLOVE says: so truth please ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: eh why you delete your blog? CARCRASHLOVE says: dont feel a need CARCRASHLOVE says: *the need anmore ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: i see how sad... CARCRASHLOVE says: hhaha. yeah,why you neva update ure blog then ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: because i wasnt in s'pore CARCRASHLOVE says: where you went ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: went to hell... CARCRASHLOVE says: ehh,serious lah ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: went to heaven? CARCRASHLOVE says: seriousss CARCRASHLOVE says: ! ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: went to graceland city... CARCRASHLOVE says: aiiiiiiiishahhhhhhhhh CARCRASHLOVE says: dont playy lah ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: really laa at uk there CARCRASHLOVE says: ohhh CARCRASHLOVE says: i see,how long you went ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: urm about 2 weeks CARCRASHLOVE says: coool. ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: why didnt you msged me? CARCRASHLOVE says: before you left? coz she say you nt leaving anymore ___a story to tell; a lie to tell; the truth to hide </3 says: haha i am back!who is the she? CARCRASHLOVE says: pooja ___this best friends have their own story to tell </3 says: i see...urm i wanted to tell you somethings about whats happening in my life...but its not worth it anymore so what the heck... CARCRASHLOVE says: its nt worth telling me anymore? CARCRASHLOVE says: I get my MSN Names from http://www.msgr-names.com ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: no its worth telling anyone anymore CARCRASHLOVE says: why ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: because i dont about myself anymore... CARCRASHLOVE says: but i do.. ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: why? CARCRASHLOVE says: because arent best friends supposed to care for each other? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: but do you think i am good friend to you...i didnt even call you or message you... CARCRASHLOVE says: your a very bad friend,do you know. its true,you didnt even msg me before leaving.. but your my best friend,& i treasue it even though what we went thru ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: you see what i mean...its not worth it treasuring people like me... CARCRASHLOVE says: but i treasure yooo ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i am telling you its not worth it...someone asked who, what, how 's your best friend...i didnt say anything...why...?because i dont how to CARCRASHLOVE says: you....you,dont know whos your best friend? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i say who you are bla bla...but the part how are you i dont know... ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: see what a bad friend i am CARCRASHLOVE says: (: ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: oi!mad ah?!?its a serious matter ok...ask me why did i went to uk...? CARCRASHLOVE says: why did you go to uk? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: haha because i going to leave this place soon... CARCRASHLOVE says: huh,why,for what,when? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i am going again there soon...to transport my stuff there...why because my dad is working there... CARCRASHLOVE says: ohh,then sch? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: dont need laa... CARCRASHLOVE says: when are you leaving again? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i am not sure yet...i dont feel like going le... CARCRASHLOVE says: can you not go... ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i dont know i dont want to go you know... CARCRASHLOVE says: actually, i dont want you to go also.. ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: why...doesnt make any difference if i am here or not... CARCRASHLOVE says: it does lah ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: ya how can i forget i only hurt peoples feeling only what thats... CARCRASHLOVE says: ehhhh. CARCRASHLOVE says: dont like that lah,i know i hv said some things in the past,bt looking back,i know i dont mean it. & i promise you i'll do all i can to make you happy. ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i am full of shit dont waste your time laa CARCRASHLOVE says: i am not. dont you want me to care for you? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i do but i dont want to be selfish CARCRASHLOVE says: your not being selfish ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i am i read about pple like me , myself...we love ourself too much till we cant love anybody else...perhaps i dont even know whats love... CARCRASHLOVE says: haha,this reminds me. remember,the other time you read a book,? its about an anorexic girl,a skinny girl,her life & stuff. remember? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: ya ya why? CARCRASHLOVE says: you read that bk for what? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: to understand some pple... CARCRASHLOVE says: seeeee. ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: whaaaaat? CARCRASHLOVE says: you do care. CARCRASHLOVE says: you care about skinnies CARCRASHLOVE says: ahaha ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: haha so you are saying when you are a bit fatter i dont care about you anymore...? CARCRASHLOVE says: lol,no lah! ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i got to tell you something! CARCRASHLOVE says: yeap ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: your burfday right i got this stars thingy that i have been wanting to give you but then someone else had gave it to you and so i changed my mind and got for you the necklace CARCRASHLOVE says: what stars thing? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: you know the stars paper strips then you fold it into stars... CARCRASHLOVE says: ohhhhh! CARCRASHLOVE says: who gave it to me,the stars thing? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: i think pooja right? CARCRASHLOVE says: noooo. CARCRASHLOVE says: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh CARCRASHLOVE says: lol CARCRASHLOVE says: yeahh ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: huh?then who? ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: cheyy CARCRASHLOVE says: haha,do u know im wearing u gave me now ___its you and me; the time for leaving has just begun </3 says: haha how sweet CARCRASHLOVE says: (:

flames to dust .

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 06:46:48 GMT

how could my sister at heart say that
how could my true friend say that
how could all be so cold
i never knew
i'll never walk alone,
i deceived myself

promise me please

i ate big.
i promise another
5 kgs till Feb.
hopefully,lah

christmas tomoro,
no it does nt make a difference
would it?
i had a christmas dinner on the 21 st
but i forgot all about it

nights move slow.
stars sparkle in the vast sky,
guarding the moon.
i need someone again.
i need a happy song.

deep within i still deceive myself that you care -

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 13:09:30 GMT

changi&bugis yesterday.
seriously,
nothing ever good happened
yesterday,only after some time.

bought a bag from bugis street
& a new watch to look at time,
where i'll never have to look back.

home&double happiness was on,
changed,watched,bathed,dined.

psp.logged on the phone.
listening to music right now
but no sad song
could equal to feelings inside now.

mummy,i love you.
your out & i begged you to
come home before 11,
or else i wont stop calling your hp-
im missing her;

i need a lesbian.
dip her in hot chocolate
and throw her to me.

english hw is being a sucker
damnn,i dont know how to do.
i hv finished ss! hooooraay

i need someone.
get someone to call me,
so i can cry out good.

fulham & west ham united now.
cheap game? hahahaha.

i'll tune signals
so you'll know i need your help.
~~i just wanna live~~

the end